I guess my question with manifesting is
What happens on the days when you don't believe it?
When the desire is too hard to bear and it's easier to learn to let go like
maybe wanting, or believing it's already happened when i don't see it, is making me feel like
i'm too rooted in the human condition. too rooted in wanting perfection. in wanting the love the love the love and the house and the comfort and the kids and the joy and the abundance of everything
what if it's making me depressed to have to plaster a smile on my face, like dismissing this emotion thats boiling up inside of me instead of letting it show will eventually turn to a sickness that'll take over my every thought until the pot spills
what if im tired of making magic. of giving intentions. and just want to be as i am
without those things i want
and with what i have
this soft body of mine and its hurt
what if instead of ignoring i need to let myself feel so i can tend to my wounds
what if i want the universe, the energies, to dwell in the whisper-low vibrations that come with eating the last morsel of emotion i have left to give
instead of constantly feeding it my hunger
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